To work or not to work, that is the question.?

So I am tired. SOO tired! I am still getting used to not being able to lay down and nap when I get exhausted. It's a totally different world being mommy. I am struggling with the idea of having to go back to work at the end of September when my Mat leave is up. Trust me, leaving my baby boy in the care of another person five days a week is not my ideal situation, but there is really no other sane option. I have to work... but I have a plan! See, if I get pregnant right soon, then I can work for 5 months and go back on maternity leave again. Downside (which is really an upside too): I'll have a new born AND a 18 month old to take care of! But its an idea. Nothing has really been decided yet, I'm more or less leaving it up to the fates :) (they never screw up!) Either way, I'll do my best with what I have to work with.

So on another note, summer is finally here! (You'd never guess by the amount of rain there has been lately). I am excited to get to spend lots of time with my family and friends this summer. We have a few trips planned, including a trip to Vancouver Island for a family reunion and then a 1-2 week camping trip in Vernon. Also, I plan to get to hike some more trails in Chilliwack with my sister and her adorable son. I am so grateful to have the entire summer to stuff full of activities before I have to go back to work. It at least makes me feel like I have used my time wisely.

Random confession: I have been watching a ridiculous amount of baby shows lately, mainly "I didn't know I was pregnant", and I am terrified that I may have been pregnant for the last 8 months and will spontaneously go into labour any minute! That show really makes you think that anything can happen! Tho, I am almost positive that nothing like that is going to happen (mostly because I took a pregnancy test last week and it was CLEARLY negative), I am just a nut!

Thanks for reading!